didn't get my Java stuff right... unable to finish my part.. and last nite, tat grp leader call and *inform* tat he might fail me, if i can't give it to him by this noon.. well.. i didn't finish.. onli solve one section... most likely will get a fail grades for peer evualtion on tat subject..

Felt pressurise by many things.. but i will still Hope in the Lord..
but when reallie sit down and think it thru, no use blaming.. coz i just have to learn to get it thru

Went to jamming with a heavy heart.. *sorrie for informing u guys so late*
Though hands is on the instrument,
Spirit is refresh by God..
but my soul dun seems to be there.. reallie many things on my mind..

running isn't the way out.. but it is just so hard to go thru it..
reallie must thanx Clarence, for teaching me ... though i reallie dun like the method he use to guide me, and is so time comsuming... but couldn't denine tat is kinda of effective.. almost vexed out my anger on him.. i know he realise it, but he controlled himself .. perhaps i owned him a apologise..

i just not the perfect guy i wish i could be.. perhaps not yet, or perhaps never.. but i'm still proud to be able to serve as a part of family in Christ with evryone.. God bless =)

P.S. to my 2 most important brothers in Church... Jonathan and Clarence.. Agape.. please be patient with me..